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1.
Old Style 03:03
You say that you have changed You say that you have matured Well I don’t see it that way Go back to what you used to be Whoa I’m Neck Deep in a Proper Dose Woh All these songs leave me comatose Whoa I’m Neck Deep in a Proper Dose Woh Don’t make us feel like we got too close There nothing for you out there That you haven’t already spelled out Writing shitty music in your basement That’s what this was all about Whoa I’m Neck Deep in a Proper Dose Woh All these songs leave me comatose Whoa I’m Neck Deep in a Proper Dose Woh Don’t make us feel like we got too close Go ahead and Raise a glass and Make a toast to Giving up on everything you’d lose Everything you’d lose Go ahead and raise a glass To everything you thought you’d lose Go ahead and make a toast and then get the hell out of my head
2.
Stability 03:02
Whoa I had an existential crisis in a car wash And I know how stupid that sounds I guess it's just a metaphor for all the reasons you aren't here anymore And you know, that I am not afraid of what's to come Will you ever let me be alone? Is it the devil in me? Is that why I can't breathe? Is that why I can't lift you up off of your feet? If it's the devil in me Then I will be unclean And you'll have to find your own stability Whoa I resurrected all the times we fought, the sad cadences Amorously he was just a friend All the lies I can't comprehend My head is a carousel that will never end And I know that I am not afraid of what I've done It's so much sweeter to know you're weaker Still playing the victim like you've won Is it the devil in me? Is that why I can't breathe? Is that why I can't lift you up off of your feet? If it's the devil in me Then I will be unclean And you'll have to find your own stability Is it the devil in me? Is that why I can't breathe? Is it the devil in me? Is that why I can't breathe? Is that why I can't lift you up off of your feet? If it's the devil in me If it's the devil in me Then you'll have to find your own stability
3.
Call to Mind 03:09
I can hear you from my room Your heartbeat pulses through The stars on my ceiling fan Can you even follow through Your feet lead you back to The lock on my windowsill My ego got the best of me I think that’s why you suggested we Should just walk home I still think about you sometimes When it’s late at night And it still feels like I’m gone Do you think about me sometimes When it’s late at night It feels like you just moved on Now I know what I must do You said I should hold on to The days we wasted sitting in my room When you wake up and come to And you’ve been tried and true Am I who you call to mind My ego got the best of me I think that’s why you suggested we Should just walk home I still think about you sometimes When it’s late at night And it still feels like I’m gone Do you think about me sometimes When it’s late at night It feels like you just moved on A call to mind A broken lock, and unstable key You’ve always been right in front of me I think that’s why we’re still not breathing Just turn the lights on You’ll find me where I’ve always been Without a way to make amends Whoa You'll find me where I've always been Woh Without a way to make amends My ego got the best of me So find me where I've always been
4.
This dream has come on for far too long now Pull back the bandage and let it bleed out Hand over fist and let it fade away now Goodbye to Plainview, goodbye to the light of day Repeat the cycle What’s yours is mine, I’ll pry it from your hands This cycle, this cycle will never end The time has come to watch this all burn down now Walk through the embers and stomp the flames out Hand over fist and let it fade away now Goodbye to Plainview, goodbye to the light of day Repeat the cycle What’s yours is mine, I’ll pry it from your hands This cycle, this cycle will never end
5.
Do you notice The way you look at me How can you focus If you don’t know how to breathe And I’m doing my best to make sure you’re not forgotten But we both know you’re still broken Your hubris, it will end and leave me breathless Don’t open up your mind to light, I’ll give in every time You’re unaware, I can see it in the bags under your eyes I’m unprepared to be empathetic to all you disguise Another wasted death An unspoken test You should know that I’m not broken Can we find a way to see A better side of me Where were you when you left to fall apart Did you find it didn’t take you too far? It isn’t hopeless Fighting out from where you’ve been This is the moment Where you give up what you’ve spent And I’m doing my best to make sure you’re not forgotten But we both know you’re still broken. Your ruthlessness will end and leave you weightless The emptiness inside is confined, despite what you believe You’re cold and scared, I can hear it in the way your voice still shakes I’m unprepared to find a way to keep your lonely eyes awake Another wasted death An unspoken test You should know that I’m not broken Can we find a way to see A better side of me Where were you when you left to fall apart Did you find it didn’t take you too far? Don’t hold your breath You’ll learn to sink Don’t hold your breath You’ll learn to sink Cause I can’t find a way to cope without a way out Another wasted death An unspoken test You should know that I’m not broken Can we find a way to see A better side of me Where were you when you left to fall apart Did you find it didn’t take you too far? Find it didn’t take you too far
6.
Disassociate 03:17
Disassociate until there’s nothing left for me I fear the tension that lessens my reflex It breaks with tradition and keeps all my thoughts in line The pit of my stomach and pain in my chest Won’t subside it’s a placeholder for my empathy Disassociate until my head can fall asleep I fear the static that pulses between us I fight with the logic that renders my conscious clean I hear the whispers that drag me in front of Facing my demons that keep laying waste to my mind It’s careless to think I have the strength to comfort you. When I’m not here, I’ll never follow through. I miss the feeling in my hands Where I am lost in the romance of Believing in my broken pretense Drown in my words I feel the static The pit of my stomach That pulses between us And pain in my chest Drown in my words

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released May 1, 2020

Recorded by Roye Robley
Produced by Lightweights and Roye Robley
Album Art by Nicole Kaniewski
Lyrics by Lightweights
"Stability" Vocal Feature by Rex Bush
Additional Guitar work by Preston Flaherty

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